Today feels different. Andrews left for the day and I am home with the baby. It feels weird somehow. After not having a schedule and never knowing what each day will bring, I now find myself at home unsure of how to deal with a schedule. Oddly enough, this is exactly what I've been longing for, for the past 2 years. I always dreamed I'd kiss my husband goodbye in the morning and then spend the day doing things around the house and raising a family until he returned home again that evening. But this has not been the case. Im sure most people take it for granted having a schedule everyday. But to me, this is a wonderful gift from God. I know where Andrew will be everyday. I know when I will see him walk through the door in the evening. I know when to have dinner on the table. I can actually plan my days now!
Perhaps this is nothing new for most people, but for me, this is abnormal and I love it! =)
